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Wednesday, September 14, 2011

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I have never had my personal space that is only for me and I don't have to worry of showing my emotions showing how I really feel and not being worried if I am too loud or if I am disturbing others.
I have days where I just dream what it would look like etc. And sometimes I think I would do whatever it takes to get there.
It comes and goes.. but I guess it is very hard on those "bad days". And then I get the feeling I am not pleased or I am just overacting a little too much.
I don't want to be selfish but sometimes I just wish I have this place I can go to and not worry about others, I can be who I am and express myself freely.

Dreaming is nice! But I also have to keep one foot down on the ground otherwise I start living in this dream and it will stop me from realising things more important than this...

Good night my little notebook

Monday, September 12, 2011

Awesome job opportunity

I have to write this down.

Me and Kairi we had this amazing opportunity to take care of kids in one wedding. This lady who got married I knew her before. I looked after her precious kid twice while she was out of Estonia.
I must say that I fell in love with this boy... Sisterly love I mean!! He is really an awesome kid and he told me I am his sister now. I had so much fun with him and I miss him already.
   Deal is that after her mom got married to a wonderful guy from Isreal they moved to Ingland. But the process was long for her to even marrie this guy. She had to become jew. (not sure if this is written right)
So about the wedding. I am still so happy that she asked me to help her with that part. I remember how she emailed me saying she is getting married and would like me to come and do something with the kids.
At first she told me there's going to be 25 kids and I should get some help with that. So the first person in my mind was Kairi from the beginning I wanted to do this with her the most but at first she wasn't sure if she's still here at that time. But I am so happy that she was.

SO we planned the wedding.. and the more we talked about it the more I got exited about it. The closer we got with the date the more nervous and exited we got. We also found out that there is only 14 or less kids and that made us kinda happy. To think about it..25 is a lot to handle..
We got our budget and we started getting stuff for the program. As we got closer and getting a lot of ideas for our costumes and games it went so quick that we were left with one week. Ohh my. I so remember that last week we had time to do the stuff and get costumes. So exiting and a lot to do.

On the wedding day we got up early in the morning to do hair and make-up. I think it took us from 7.30-12.00 AM  to get both of us ready and on the road. I was so nervous because we knew we will be late for the wedding party.
What made it worse was that we got lost and we dindn't have the GPS with us... bummer!!
But with the help of the wedding guests we got there and everyone were SO exited and happy to see us. Of course we looked so cool and everyone just stared at us!! I must admit we did look awesome and I still miss that make-up. I told Kairi I wish I could have this on my face every day. She did an amazing job on our faces and she helped me to do hers as well.

So the party!
We got there and had some time to prepare ourselves. The place looked gorgeous. A beautiful looking manor house/mansion.
We started our program with some dancing and it was so hard to get them to dance. But we had a little jam time out there and it was fun. We only had maybe 2 official games we planned with the kids because they were just so overwhelmed with the trampoline and the little castle they could jump on. Also they had a tattoo maker so that was popular as well. SO most of the time we just kept an eye on them and had a good time. I enjoyed it even though I worried that the parents will be disappointed that we didn't have a schedule/game plan for them.
A cool ending to the night was this awesome a cappella band who is very known in Estonia giving like a concert type of thing. Everyone enjoyed it.
And It turned out that the parents were pleased with us. THey were happy we enjoyed and the kids enjoyed the time and no one got a blue eye or something.
This party was my last time to spend some time with my precious little brother Rasmus.. I was so sad to leave that place and say goodbye to him.
What her mom told us as well was that she was VERY happy with what we did and she didn't mind that we couldn't keep the kids together all the time. At least they had fun and nothing bad happened.
WE were also blessed to be paid so generously. I know Kairi told me it helped her a lot to get closer to someone she needs to be. I am just so thankful and blessed I have to say this.

Fiew days later I SAW RAsmus on this first day of school when Tomi (my other lttle guy who I babysit for and his sister Bar) had his school ceremonial I saw him sitting there. I got to hug him later on and say a really nice goodbye to him. His mom told me that the guy who did the talking in the wedding and the program asked if we do this every day.. this kids stuff in the weddings and asked for my number so that in the future if someone needs people to work with kids in their wedding he could suggest us two!! I was so amazed .. Totally blown away and speechless. I felt truly blessed to even have this opportunity to be apart of Sirles wedding.
SO this was something I had to write down.
I am still so happpy and feel so special in a way to be asked to take care of kids I don't know .
Thank you God. Really.. without Him I would have not done any of this!!


 WE were tropical birds :))

Closeup from the make up we had.
And not to forget to mention our colorful contacts we got for this party :)) They added a lot to our looks