Today I feel like YWAM is next door waiting for me to step in.
But fear gets me even before I raise my foot outside of this door.
"Will I raise enough money? Why should people even want to support me? Why should they be interested in what I have in my heart? People in my church don't even know me and my business is now their business? My desire is now their desire? "
A lot of questions like these are in my mind today and have been in my mind before today.
Luckly I have been told that God's will is God's bill. And if God brought me to it, He will bring me through it. And even if I won't raise money for the school I still have to Love Him and remember myself that He's timing is something else and He knows me more then anybody. SO He would not want to bring me down but instead, to lift me up in a new way!
Romans 12:12
Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.
This verse has been in my mind and I know I still have so much to practise and to remind myself every single day!
And it continues...
13 Share with God's people who are in need. Practise hospitality.
14 Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse.
15 Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn.
16 Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people low position. Do not be conceited
But fear gets me even before I raise my foot outside of this door.
"Will I raise enough money? Why should people even want to support me? Why should they be interested in what I have in my heart? People in my church don't even know me and my business is now their business? My desire is now their desire? "
A lot of questions like these are in my mind today and have been in my mind before today.
Luckly I have been told that God's will is God's bill. And if God brought me to it, He will bring me through it. And even if I won't raise money for the school I still have to Love Him and remember myself that He's timing is something else and He knows me more then anybody. SO He would not want to bring me down but instead, to lift me up in a new way!
Romans 12:12
Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.
This verse has been in my mind and I know I still have so much to practise and to remind myself every single day!
And it continues...
13 Share with God's people who are in need. Practise hospitality.
14 Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse.
15 Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn.
16 Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people low position. Do not be conceited
